The Path of the Seeker
I have always been a seeker—a traveler through the landscapes of the mind, body, and spirit. My journey has taken me across the world, into the depths of ancient rituals, the power of music, and the mysteries of the cosmos. I walk the path of love, discovery, and transformation, always inviting others to reflect, question, and evolve alongside me.A Vision of Humanity and the CosmosI believe that humanity is in its teenage years of evolution—a species still learning responsibility, testing boundaries, and searching for meaning. We live in a time of contradiction, where knowledge and ignorance, love and fear, creation and destruction coexist. But just as an adolescent eventually matures, so too will we. Our consciousness is expanding, slowly awakening to the interconnectedness of all things.For me, the cosmos is not just a vast, empty space but a living, breathing organism—an intricate, conscious entity, pulsing with intelligence beyond human comprehension. I resonate deeply with Chaos Magick, not as a belief system, but as a practice of shaping reality through intent and awareness. Magic, in its truest form, is not superstition but the art of directing energy, playing with symbols, and understanding the deep currents that shape our experiences. I weave this into my work, my ceremonies, my music—everything I touch carries the imprint of this understanding.Love, Polyamory, and the Exploration of the SensesLove is not a finite resource, nor is it meant to be contained in rigid structures. I live and love polyamorously, not just in my relationships but in my connection to the world. I embrace love as an ever-flowing force—something to be shared, nurtured, and explored without fear. To love deeply is to be vulnerable, to dissolve the barriers that keep us separate, and to trust in the fluidity of human connection.Just as love is a gateway to expansion, so too is the exploration of the senses. I have never been afraid to push the edges of perception—through music, movement, ritual, and even the conscious use of substances. I recognize that drugs, when approached with reverence and responsibility, can be powerful tools for insight, healing, and communion with the unseen. My experiences with Ayahuasca, Peyote, and the desert have been some of my most profound teachers. These ancient medicines strip away illusion, revealing the raw, unfiltered essence of existence. They remind me that to live fully is to embrace both shadow and light, pleasure and pain, destruction and rebirth.Travel, Music, and the Language of CreativityI have always been drawn to the road—to the unknown horizons, the whispers of distant lands, the stories carried by the wind. Traveling is more than movement; it is a spiritual practice, an act of surrender to the mysteries of the world. Each culture, each encounter, each landscape holds a lesson, shaping the way I see, think, and feel.Music has been my constant companion in this journey. It is the universal language of creativity, the bridge between the physical and the unseen. When I play, I do not just create sound—I weave intention, emotion, and story into vibration. Whether in a sacred ceremony, a dance floor, or a moment of solitude, music is my way of channeling the energy of the moment. It is ritual, it is invocation, it is magic in its most primal form.A Love for Literature and CinemaWords and images hold immense power in shaping how we perceive the world. I have a deep love for literature, particularly speculative science fiction and magical realism. The visionary predictions of Octavia Butler and Ursula K. Le Guin offer glimpses into possible futures, while the wisdom of Borges and Castaneda reveals the layers of reality, time, and perception. Their works, among many others, have shaped my way of thinking, expanding my understanding of both the physical and metaphysical worlds.Beyond books, my fascination with storytelling led me to film-making, where I immersed myself in the art of cinema. I have a deep admiration for Tarkovsky, Bergman, Von Trier, and Greenaway, masters of visual poetry and existential depth. I have studied many fields—political science, anthropology, music, body therapy, and film-making—which either makes me a relentless seeker of knowledge or simply a very indecisive person (perhaps both, and I'm okay with that!).Politics, Activism, and the Protection of Indigenous WisdomI believe in being actively political, in standing up for human rights, diversity, inclusion, love, and unity. Our privilege should be a tool for allyship, helping to dismantle structural inequalities and uplifting those who face systemic barriers. My path has also led me to work with Indigenous traditions, learning from the Noke Koi, Shipibo, Ashaninka, Wirrarika, Lakota, Tarahumara, and Seri peoples. They are the true guardians of the land, the wisdom keepers of nature, and protectors of ancestral knowledge. I see my role not as a teacher, but as a protector and a bridge, helping to amplify their voices and ensure their traditions are honored and preserved.An Invitation to Walk This PathI do not claim to have answers, only questions. I do not seek followers, only fellow wanderers. My path is one of constant transformation, and I invite those who resonate with it to walk beside me—to explore, to love, to expand. We are all echoes of the same cosmic song, learning to find harmony within the great unfolding of existence.I am not a specialist in anything, but I am a weaver of knowledge, interconnecting everything I have learned to create something I cannot yet define—something vast, beautiful, and as diverse as life itself.If you resonate with me, just write me an email. Perhaps with the title: I am a seeker. Let's find ways to connect, and weave reality together.